Not as bad as I thought.

My weigh in wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. I ate under my points every day, and worked out a bit harder. I ended up only being up .2 of a pound. What a relief. However, I notice a pattern forming. I ate bad AGAIN this past weekend. Not as badly as last weekend, but definitely not on plan. So, plan of attack once again. I think I am insane. Literally. Do you know the definition of insanity? It's doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. Hmmm... sounds familiar. I need a week where I don't eat any of my extra 49 points to see if that will boost my weight loss and my confidence in myself following the plan. We'll see.

This is going to be bad. :(

Well, this week's weigh in is not going to be pretty.

It's that TOM, and I have been eating literally everything. (Saturday after my WI was the worst..chocolate, donuts, chili cheese dip with chips.. pizza...you get the idea.)

I am trying to rectify the situation, but I'm pretty sure it won't help.

Monday I was on track, I even kept my points 5 below target.

Went to the gym. Exercise bike for 20 min., treadmill for 30 min.

Yesterday, I was over my target by 6.5.

Today, I am going to the gym, and going to work hard. I'm planning to

eat below my target for the next three days. I'm also going to

force myself to drink extra water today, tomorrow & Friday.

My scale says that I am up FOUR pounds. FOUR.

This is bad. I need to set myself straight, and NO MORE binging!!

We'll see how it goes. Stay tuned...

Down 1.2

Another good weigh in. Lost 1.2 this week. :)

Another walk today

The weather was pretty nice today, so we went for a walk again, at a different local park. I have to admit, I let K walk a lot of the time. She loves it, but I was also doing it for a more selfish reason: she is 1 and she walks slow. I am comfortable walking at a slow pace. I don't breathe heavily, causing my husband to keep staring at me. And yes, even though we have been married for 16 years, it is STILL embarrassing for him to hear me breathe hard when we take a simple walk. I know he knows that I am really out of shape, but I like to delude myself into thinking that he doesn't know exactly how bad it really is. Either way, I got a little bit of activity in, and a little is better than none. ;)

Weigh in today.

At WW today, I was Down another 3 lbs.

I know I should feel excited, but I am having one of those moments...

One of those times when I look ahead and see that it is going to take SO long to get to my goal. Why? It hasn't been that long. Why do I get these hopeless feelings sometimes?

I will push through it, though. I will workout at least 3 days this week.

I will drink all of my water. I will write everything down, and stick to the plan.

I will lose weight again next Saturday. But I know that I need to

figure out why I feel like it will never happen. Like I will never reach my goal.

Because I can, and I will.

Hungry Girl's Official 2012 Supermarket List!

Most people who have ever been on a weight loss program know one of the first (& most important) first steps is going to the grocery store. A great tool to help with this is the Supermarket List from Hungry Girl. In my email today was Hungry Girl's 2012 Supermarket List! Yay! I am going to print this list and keep it with me while I am grocery shopping. So helpful! The list is really long, so be sure to visit Hungry Girl for the complete Hungry Girl Supermarket List 2012.

Went for a walk outside today

Well, I have been going to the gym for about 3 weeks now. I walk on the treadmill almost every time. I am building up my walking, as I am out of breath quickly. I am terribly out of shape. I usually walk at 2.5 mph, and have just started not holding on to the handrails. It's a stepping stone. Anyway, back to the topic of this post. We went to the park today to take a walk. We went around a trail that was .894 of a mile. I could barely breathe. It was much harder than the treadmill. It was sad and embarrassing. :( But I walked it. I think on the days that I don't go to the gym, I will walk at parks in my area. It will be good to do something different and more challenging.